September 30, 2007

introvert




rediscovering time moment-style
in this beloved place of awkward silence
slow and warm gather waves of quiet
more real than a blanket
around me tight
unraveling gnarled grasp
of world & words' clutching disease,
from the edges of my being.
and i hear: heart rhythms hiccup become steadfast
awakened with space like morning light;
and drawn by prayer's trusted hand
brokenness healed in the presence of God.

September 12, 2007

the tenant

Abiding in this space unseen cut with diamond gravity
I breathe.
Infant-blink, cautiously discovering existence
past death's brutal blow and sting.
Destruction wavers upon consummation
unsettling all my buried pieces
hurt-made shy to waking
in dim, compassionate light.

Barrenness bloomed in holy hibernation,
hanging up hearts burden on midnight stars
set free from worldly fairytales.

A listless wanderer lingers near
But brokenness and love left locked the door.
Grief’s house cannot be plundered, presumed vacant
I am drinking in its beauty; for I am its tenant,
supping with the patient Lord of silent sadness.
I nestle to his side near coldening smoldering fire
Eyes mesmerized goodbying dying embers dancing.

September 08, 2007

to the pure




















what reasons are for the holding of
a virtue in ones fist
one grasp gentle, the other fierce
squeezing to bring drops that run
from heaven to lips...
the world hates this–
beyond my eyes and sometimes frightens
when it I also find in dearly beloveds’ heart,
but that I might know the mind of Christ
I cry, reach out for this realer part
praying friendship with its healing art.
let it cleanse my soul from fallacious game
that takes prisoners for others or selfish gain,
for when virtue reigns from palm to sight
in spite of blindness, death - there opens wide
a narrow gate underneath
world’s brazen face, boisterous barren tease,
where dew collects on fairies’ backs --
and joy blooms truth fruit ‘bout our heads
where trees of fields clap golden hands
and angels of God gather to crown
humble heroes with loving glances.
still there comes due time
for virtue’s flower to fade, like all flesh,
deemed worthless beauty, pass away,
on earth she'll gain no accolade.
and death it seemed only ever tasting
fool's paradox - and God's - embracing
to know love everlasting.

September 03, 2007

Holy Spirit





























You arrive, arise – in spite of world’s dust and grime

Your face shines.
revealing all brown blurriness to be
what it is really, smudge on a child’s cheek
without capacity to extinguish life’s
fire, joy and spring.

And I know that there is truth buried here,
there is more than meets these tired eyes
that wrestle long against tireless lies.
What is beyond –

this hour this page,
strife that threatens to wear life away?

Will there be a song to strip off cold care-less grave
sung by the One with whom sorrow did deeply acquaint,
that impoverished soul ad-hearing, in a moment -
becomes a saint?
love becomes thy refuge, faith the only road for
straggling prodigals making way to the Father's home.
i hold on in spite of what most will not want to understand
I can hold on to nothing but God.